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Hey there again, it's 2025, Work has been busy, and it's been a while since my father passed away.
Since then, I have begun questioning my gender (again). You would not believe how much I have rewritten this. This post was started 2024/06/09. Anyway...Big one first
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I have been questioning my gender for a while, but largely repressed/ignored the feelings and thoughts since I was a teenager.
But I have expressed potential interest long term in She/They, pronouns/gender presentation. I have not started hormones, and am still early in having my dark facial/neck hairs removed through electrolysis. But as I get closer to having the main bulk of electrolysis cleared. I think I will be comfortable in picking Makeup back up again. As I did restart my current wave of exploration and questioning with Makeup.
Not to suggest Guys cannot Wear Dresses, wear makeup, etc. But without going too into it here, as I am not entirely comfortable doing so quite yet. I Feel I would be happier presenting with a more female aligned appearance/body.
I am torn between 2 names. Both are similar to my birth name. One is a name that my younger brother used to "jokingly" call me by. While the other Flows a little better for what my middle name will be.
In January I will be travelling to a private clinic to start my medical transition. As the NHS waiting list for a first appointment is over 4 years at minimum. Depending on clinic, can be a lot longer, (Like decades at current rate).
Long Year
It took a while you may notice based off me starting this mid 2024. But anyway.
Still in the same job, so far.
Won't go into it too much for privacy reasons, but in a weird place financially going into 2025.
Actually taking initiative now though. Being an adult, it just took until I turned 25 to do so.
I don't know how to end this post, as I feel I should write more, but I don't have much else to write right now.
Anyway have this image that I felt euphoric in. Showing the bottom half of my face.
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